CICATRICES/CICATRIX

To make it is easy for some of you, who will definitely be lazy to go and look up the word.. the meaning of this French word is SCAR. 

It is a term which can be used emotionally as well, hence scars can be physical or emotional. Haha yes. Scars are usually never given by an enemy or a stranger unless a stranger comes up and kicks your ass, lol. This five letter word is a small one but for some of us it has a DEEP meaning cause some of us wake up with seeing some of our scars, which were maybe given by us ? But not really us? What say?

A confused feeling. A sense of not being with yourself- trust me it is the worst feeling EVER. I know that i started this blog of mine on a very good note but sometimes or every-time even i cannot write something motivating when actually nothing motivating is happening around me. This world, the people- everyone is full of toxic traits. Maybe i am the one who is toxic for others or maybe others are the one who are toxic for me but yes these emotional things and feelings and experiences can also leave a scar on us . Big time. Bitter fuckin truth. 

Apologies for using the F word but i guess sometimes this word is the only way a person takes out his or her emotions out. I always believed in you know communicating, i always believed in maturely sitting and talking about the things that hurt us which could’ve definitely saved us from the scar shit but no somehow it didn’t save me. Cause in today’s world, in today’s generation or should i say GEN-Z , THERE IS NO FUCKIN PLACE FOR COMMUNICATION - but yes there is always a place for ghosting people without the other person knowing that who and why the fuck someone ghosted us. 

Healing on the other hand always involves the ability to live with those scars, to wake up everyday- and look at your scars and be like okay, this is a part of me and well it has been okay since the day it has REALLY been okay, never-mind. Wasn’t serious about this. 

I wish people are able to live with their scars- a lot of power to the ones who have em. 

And secondly would always suggest you to not harm yourself or let anyone harm you as well. We have the control, always. 

I wish i could be serious too while writing the last lines. 

P.s- A smile can hide your scars. And trust me no- one even notices in today’s time cause no one fuckin cares. 

Anyways,

Bbye , see ya. ✌🏻